Time Wasted (2013)
Time. What is time to me? Especially when the semester starts, I find myself becoming obsessed with time. Because there is so many things to be done, I try to use my time as efficiently as possible. To make sure no time goes wasted, I make a detailed schedule of what my next day would look like. Because of this busy schedule, greeting my friends becomes difficult. In the end what is left for myself? Even if my grades were superb and all my external conditions were well taken care of all that is left within me is emptiness.
Through this performance I would like to know. In this performance, there is a business woman placed in a southern neighborhood staring at her watch for an one hour period. I think as I look at the watch.
Now, I no longer want to be driven by time. But that does not mean living lazy, time ignorant life is the answer. Usually during my summer break, I have a tendency to ignore time. Without even knowing that the time is passing, I sleep, eat, and watch television. Living like this for couple of days leaves me with emptiness, the lowly feeling of living without any reason or purpose.
Now then, finding the balance between using the time efficiently and freely may be the answer; spending time to converse with a friend, doing things that needs to get done, the lifestyle that has somewhat of a freedom from time. But even so, I question again. Just because I balance my time, can I truly be satisfied from within myself?
If I no longer had time, what would be left for myself? Even if I were able to use my time really wel, when my time is gone, what would be left for myself? Must I at least leave an substantial inheritance for my children. Even if I were to be gone from this world, do I need to use my time in a way that I can be remembered on this world. Or should I not even consider these factors, but simply enjoy the time that is given to me? I question.
If there is a time where I no longer have time,what do I live for or for whom do I live for? If there is an outcome of my lack of time, doesn't that mean that I have no purpose for my life?
When I fall into this kind of depressing thought, I am capable of knowing. There is a desire to live in human beings and that we, human beings are meant for eternity.
Through this performance I would like to know. In this performance, there is a business woman placed in a southern neighborhood staring at her watch for an one hour period. I think as I look at the watch.
Now, I no longer want to be driven by time. But that does not mean living lazy, time ignorant life is the answer. Usually during my summer break, I have a tendency to ignore time. Without even knowing that the time is passing, I sleep, eat, and watch television. Living like this for couple of days leaves me with emptiness, the lowly feeling of living without any reason or purpose.
Now then, finding the balance between using the time efficiently and freely may be the answer; spending time to converse with a friend, doing things that needs to get done, the lifestyle that has somewhat of a freedom from time. But even so, I question again. Just because I balance my time, can I truly be satisfied from within myself?
If I no longer had time, what would be left for myself? Even if I were able to use my time really wel, when my time is gone, what would be left for myself? Must I at least leave an substantial inheritance for my children. Even if I were to be gone from this world, do I need to use my time in a way that I can be remembered on this world. Or should I not even consider these factors, but simply enjoy the time that is given to me? I question.
If there is a time where I no longer have time,what do I live for or for whom do I live for? If there is an outcome of my lack of time, doesn't that mean that I have no purpose for my life?
When I fall into this kind of depressing thought, I am capable of knowing. There is a desire to live in human beings and that we, human beings are meant for eternity.